in what direction am i heading?
i feel stagnant, but going in mult-directions
as if i was in the center of a circle, and there
are forces not pulling me nor pushing me
in all directions of the circle, which causes
me to still be in the center of the circle
does that make sense??
in other words, i'm doing things which
negate each other, therefore causing no
production, no progression
but isn't negation ideal? doing things that negate
each other to come to a new start, a clean plate,
in order to do it all over again in a different light,
isn't that what makes one's world go 'round?
maybe i am ok
maybe i am not ok
maybe it doesn't matter