Thursday, April 9, 2020

Melancholy

I feel sad today, and it's ok. It will be ok.

Saturday, April 4, 2020

Living

What do you feel in a day?

Do you wake up feeling excited to start the day? Do you feel tired still?

In the middle of the day, are you aware of what you're going to do?

When evening hits, do you feel good about what you've accomplished? Are you satisfied with yourself?

Do you ever feel strange at some point in the day?

Well, for me, I usually feel a bit tired in the mornings. The first thing I do is feed the cat, Bella. She is always up before me, and it's about 8 am when I wake, and it's way past her breakfast time.

In the middle of the day, I am usually just cleaning or getting errands complete, so I don't think too much.

And at some point in between now and evening, I start feeling a bit odd? Like I'm in a movie, where I can watch myself, yet I am myself. It's surreal. I feel lucky? I feel maybe grateful for my existence, and the existence of the ones in my life.

This may just be the longest entry in a while.