green and black

trying to get some sort of feel tonight to draaaawwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

conflicts

so many contradictions exist in the world, in my head

i want to straighten things out, i want to take
a years time to an island, to another universe preferably,
if that exists, and be away, be away from issues, from images,
from conflicts, from every single anything

but

that

or even any given imaginable situation

will

not

work

because to me, nothing is solved by this sort of time, this sort of "vacation",
this avoidance

i will work with what i am, what i may become

~kathy

p.s. i lost my train of thought - :'/

trying

i'm really gunna try hard to update more often

try
try
try

~kathy

february

:'/

some random pictures again...